gratitude 008

the dream about the tree growing roots in my room ¤ god ¤ that i'm not obsessed with money ¤ that i can be grateful for what i have ¤ that i know the difference between 'need' and 'want' ¤ learning to love myself better ¤ the opportunity to treat myself the way i've treated lovers who didn't appreciate what they had ¤ that i can take a few days off from work when i'm sick, and not worry about rent ¤ that i will be healthy again soon, and that i can count on my health ¤ that all my limbs work ¤ that there will be another halloween ¤ that i have a favorite holiday at all ¤ organic golden honey lemon cough drops and the sound the wrappers make ¤ the image of bees ¤ oval tissue dispensers with 70s designs ¤ bath tubs ¤ messages in dreams, the last one being: cleanse ¤ the panels on my living room floor, waiting to be transformed ¤ the fact that i don't have to know what i'm going to make to enjoy the process fully ¤ my hands ¤ my eyes ¤ my mind ¤ having everything i need, and knowing it.